21.9.09

Have a serious dent in in my feeling this week...

3 in a week, not a good start to start my holiday, as mentioned in plurk earlier, senior's grandma, best friend's father, and hengdai's colse friend left for a better world in a week's time.

Have got no idea how to deal with this, really. Feels like a helpless little girl who's standing the the cross junction, looking for a direction. It's too soon to face death, I would say.

"Hey long time no see! "
"Hey how are you doing lately?"

I was expecting to hear or say that on a happy occasion, like, classmate gathering, or even wedding dinner, instead of... funeral. *Maybe 60 years later?*

Couldn't imagine myself losing someone really mean alot to me.

Been through this once, like a few years back, a neighbour of mine whose quite close to my family passed away due to kidney failure... Someone you will be seeing almost every morning just went disappear... but it pops put once or twice now in the conversation with the old neighbour.


Heard that her late-husband was paying them a visit recently. *smile*



Life goes on ...


Rest in peace.

mingfoong at 9:58 PM

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12.9.09

*Roar*

3 down and 1 more to go. >)

"I have no life!"

Having 4 papers in 8 days is definitely another archivement in my 3rd year. >)

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Was sharing some point of view with the siblings on what we discovered lately. Glad that I've made it to arranging a dinner to meet up. >) It's been a long time since we last meet up and have a good conversation. :)

Found a verse that I really like and it suits perfectly what I believe in:

Say and do what you feel like,
as those who cares doens't matter,
and those who matter doesn't care.

It's normal when people whom always have a word or two towards other's opinion, and that's only thier point of view basically. It's important to respect one opinion you see. But, what people say about what you thinks isn't that important, as it might be biased, or just plain critics because they want to critic. *very philosophical eh?* Like I mentioned earlier, it's important to respect, but you just need to think whether it's making sense or not, yes no? Mingfoong can be arogant sometimes, but I hope she's not ignorant.

It's imporant to be able to express yourself, but a layer of protective shielding will being no harm, yes no? With the layer of protective shielding, anything said will be defined in a good way I hope. I'm still on my way to search for the suitable -multipurpose - protective shield, although I have already found good friends that I will never require to have a layer of protective shield. >)

It's is call life, eh?

And by the way lead, the sentense I say earlier is :

I wish I have a penis to shove into that bitch's mouth.


Till then, take care.

Have a nice weekend too! :)

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mingfoong at 5:17 PM

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9.9.09

Will be haivng my food product development mid semester exam in less than 12hours and I'm not done with studying, not even finish with reading through the notes.

Urgh, really need to focus instead of ranting here i guess.

But the exams are driving me to the wall.

Am so afraid to look at the floor as I guess my hair fall is getting worst nowadays.

*Gasps*

I'm pulling my hair more oftn compare to non-exam period I guess. Huffz, this is bad.

P/s: I got a place finally for my intern! *praise lord*

Time to hit the notes.
Till then, take care.

p/p/s: Just realise my post are relatively calm today eh?

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mingfoong at 8:12 PM

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