19.5.06

Been missing in action and lack of update for 2 weeks. Bleah. *pai seh*

Screwed mid year, just as expected. Wth. Have got no idea why am I sitting for exams in the first place. I just knew I'm not well prepared, and have not putting in efforts. I have say this for zillion times i swear. I will promised myself to study for exam every time after exam. But just look at me now. What have I done so far. Look at my countdown timer, holly shiat, is less han 180 days now from my STPM. Screwed up chemistry, Biologu is a disaster. But i just pray for a pass. >____<

Was reading my previous post for the past 1 and a half year. Should be studying Pengajian Am but am currebtly not in the mood to sit down and nerd Peangajian Am. *bah* People around me have changed. Close friends still remained as close, but not really related in my daily life. Yam cha session and catching up with each other is always fun. Things around have just changed. Through my past entries, I think (in my opinion), I think i have behaved more matured campare to last time. USED to gossip when I was in form 5, but gossiping sesion is now a meaningless crapping session for me. Gossiping is not really the thing for me any more. I will prefer to keep my mouth sealed and sit at a corner to observe. Call me a stalker. *not qualifed* I would say that crap less is the best thing for me to do now. Should be studying insteaad. I hope not to waste my 2 years time in ofrm 6, though it's da becst choice i ever made in my life. Meeting diffrent people, and observe them, lean from other's mistake, and behave more matured. Will not be bothered by gossips now. Will nerver ever give a bloody damn now. I don't really care if you intend to screw up your damn life. As if it have got something to do with me.

Just found a article that really caught my attention. But I would suggest those who're shallow mined would not click on this.

It a master piece of a Nobel prize winner.

mingfoong at 9:22 PM

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6.5.06

Did PA2 yesterday. Managed to finish in time. *phew* But doubt bout my marks.. *sigh*

It seems..
I can't reallt take control of anything now.
My lifestyle
My result
... whole damn screw-ed up life

Can't actually sit down quietly and study these days. Patience is not there. Brain is super saturated with useless stuff, and time were filled woth pigging session. Other than that, did nothing meaningful then. =.=

I wanted to take control of everything right now. But I just couldn't.

Chemistry exam is next monday, and I'm still here blogging. Smart. *Knock knock*

mingfoong at 8:24 PM

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3.5.06

Back from uncle's wedding. Whee!
Finally get to punch on my keyboard after 3 damn day!

Preparation adn dinner wasnt too bad too be honest. As it's a small kampung, I would give it a 7/10 overall.

Was supposed to rush back to kampung on saturday, right after y brother finished work. But he managed to drag till 10.30 pm. Well, he can be very "mo jie" if he wanted to. ><>
Reach there safe and sound in 1 hour time. Woohoo, new record. There was this party kinda thing the night before my uncle's wedding. Tehe, luckily we reached there late. If not sure have to work like doggie. Some of them went for the dinner sumwhere in bidor, jus for the weeding dinner held by my auntie's family. Weird. Why can't they have it at the same time, smale place, instead of having wedding dinner seperately? *scratch head* Neeway, that's none of my business. :) Help cleaned up the whole damn place for sunday's wedding ceremony. Worked till 3am in the morning. Crazy. Guides gathering also never work till so late. Dozed off immediately after i lie on the bed. *snores*

Some other relatives come from shah alam on sumday morning. Keng. Was rushing like mad women, just to get to my 2nd uncle's house for the wedding ceremony. Oh my goodness, the chinese in small kampung burn joss stick like nobody business. So bloody smokky. *cough cough* *eyes watering* Air pollution.

Leave for the bride's place right before 10,. According to the "tai kam jie", we cannot be late.. If not the couple will not be able to lead a nice life after that. =.=" To be very honest, I personally don;t believe on this kind of seperstituos sayings. Bah, i dun give a bloddy damn.. :P Reached there in 3 minutes. As her house is only few house away from my 2nd uncle's house. Should have suggest to use those "kerata 3 roda" instead on modern car, since it so darn near. *sweat*
The weather is as hot as me that day. *cough* Nay, just kidding. BUT the weather is really hot that day ler. :) rushed to the bride's room, immediatly we got the insruction. Yea, I was there too. :) Some of the macho relatives of mine incharge of pushing the door open. Haha, darn funny wei. Like having tug of war with people from another side of the door. =.=" My uncle was asked to sing "tian mi-mi' to the bride. Since my uncle is so shy, all of the younger ones like us helped him to sing. Nyahaha, he owe us lunch. Have fooling session adn question-answer after that too. Blear, sien is da word. As all the bride's "ji mui" are AUNTIES. Bleaah. >_<

Hang there for around 1 hour before we head back for "yum cha" session. Another super sien session. Except for the part that the youngers get to colect angpau. tehehe. Money minded. :P Took plenty of pictures there too.

Went to the hot spring after the ceremony with my relatives after the lunch. Will blog bout that in anoter entry. tehe. Sleepie dee.

Dinner was okay, as it's a small restaurant, and there's plenty of relatives came down from tanjung malim, sekinjang, and KL too. Super crowed. =.=" Dished wasnt as bad as i expected. Not too bad for a kampung style. *thumb up* Guess wat? Dinner started by 7 pm. And it ended at 8.15 pm. O_o??? back in KL, they wonlt even start dinner if the clock don't strike 9 pm. Have some cam whoring session after the dinner, since loads of my relatives was still yakking there. :P

The next wedding dinner should be my cousin brother's one. But that would another 5 or 10 years time. Bleah. Am actually very happy to see all my grand aunties (mama's auntie) and cousin uncles adn aunties. As we rarely see each other, after my gradfater passed away 6 years ago. :) Saw plenty of younger cousins running and chasing round too, I was the same like them when I was young. *nostalgic* Memories started flashing here and there after the dinner ended. *sobz*

mingfoong at 12:18 AM

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